broken family

i'm just a simple teenage girl who feels so incomplete.... let's start to my childhoods life...

im from a broken family,. my dad and mom got separated when i was three. Well! thats life. haha!
i study as a normal student when i got to school. I don't know what will i answer when my friends are asking me about my dad... Where is he?.. Why he's not living with us? Well! i will just answer them.. "i don't know maybe he's busy"

I? I also don't know what's happening in that moment. even if I want to ask my mom and my granny the questions from my friends i can't, wanna know why? Cause their mood will change its either they will get mad at me or they will look so sad. so hard for me to cope under that situation until the time came that they are the one who told me what's the true reason of their separation..

Because of jealousy wrong accusations. Imagine just because of jealousy a big part of their life was destroyed. maybe i don't have the right to get mad on them because of that. I'm just a child. I don't have the right to yell in front of them and say "CAN'T YOU SEE? ITS SO HARD FOR ME LIVING WITH INCOMPLETE FAMILY MEMBER!" I don't want to say anything that would hurt their feeling maybe its just I envy my classmates going to school with their dad or sometimes with their mom and dad together. it's really hard for me to understand.

But now I know what is right and wrong i'm now 15 years old studying in a public school 3rd year high school. I can say, it's now easy for me to move on. i'm living with my grandparents. my mom is working abroad as a care taker. (imagine me, living without my mom and dad) my dad has his own family(even though, I'm still happy for him, he finally found the right one for him. Even if it's not my mom)

the story of my life is so dramatic if i would wright everything maybe its more than 10 books..
continue visiting my blog.. i will wright everything here... maybe the latest ones...